on the mind

		wTuesday, August 27, 2002
		...this is called "movies" evol eye tnaw ot nialpxe ti tub eye t'nac maybe because you've shown me that two people are needed to nialpxe that's nehw anyone can rehpiced what it means... nehw er'uoy htiw ti ylno when you're together evol sometimes nac eb great... tickets for two please.... -pir hint: look at yourself, how do you do this? music...listening to "the zephyr song" by rhcp hi rain... posted by Paul at 12:31 AM

		wWednesday, August 21, 2002
		graffiti decorations under a sky of gray this constant apprehension still giving me away the lessons I've forgotten inside of all I've learned now I find myself in question point the finger at me again guilty by association point the finger at me again i wanna know the truth i wanna know the answers i wanna shut the door and open up my mind paper bags and angry voices under a sky of gray this constant apprehension won't seem to go away all my talk of starting over these words were never true now I find myself in question point the finger at me again -lp posted by Paul at 10:26 PM

		wMonday, August 12, 2002
		oh yeah...said girl...she's the best. nothing can compare. not even a bad cell phone reception can hold back my love. one million letters couldn't describe the feelings i have when i'm with you. one million kisses isn't enough for me to give you. so here's my heart. love u summerrain. paul posted by Paul at 11:03 PM

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		back again.... whew...the summer is passing by so fast, there's not enough time to appreciate the many occurrences of the summer. love.stress.reflection.change.progression. hard to fathom what the next seasons will be like. in an effort to avoid recanting summer episodes a la real world style...fuck it...i'm going to stop being polite and start getting real. new apartment. pretty nice pad...my room is the biggest in the house which is dope...but it's too much space to mess around with. i need an interior decorator, someone who can turn this room into something nice. but i like it so far...i need a papasan (sic) chair or like a hammock or something...yes the room is that big. the roommates are very cool...however misha has already ripped me on my bedsheets (polka dots) and my towel (purple)...fuck bro i can't help it that i'm on a budget. work is going. there's a lot at stake here. too much to mention. other than that...i'm just living. having the most wonderful time with the most wonderful girl. if i could bottle up the qualities she has insideandout i'd have proof that true beauty does exist. she's my care bear. music. incubus / youssou n'dour f/neneh cherry literature. anything beat generation thoughts. patience is an acquired taste. paul. posted by Paul at 9:41 PM